In the last 48 hours I’ve been reminded how much tears are healthy. They cleanse us. Wash away our grief, until the next memory or song comes on to remind us you are no longer here.
And how much we miss you.
During the last two years, I’ve prayed for you and your sweet family often. That somehow God would answer our prayers and would grant you a miracle this side of heaven. I also prayed for you specifically. That God would strengthen you and specifically that God would take away your fears. The fears of death and leaving your family behind.
And 48 hours ago the weirdest thing happened. I realized I no longer needed to pray for you because at that moment you were standing amongst the brightest light that ever was.
You were standing in front of your Heavenly Father, the One who made you, cared for you through the years, and held your hand as you took your last breath.
The One who welcomed you home with the words, “Well done thou good and faithful servant.”
Good night dear, sweet, wonderful Nita! We’ll see you in The Morning.
Tonight I accomplished something that I never knew could happen.
I got…….um, let me just back up.
Before going to bed, I went into our bedroom and as sometimes happens, I smelled cat urine. So I followed my nose to the space in between our two dresser drawers. There was a random large trash bag sitting on the carpet and I realized that’s where the smell was coming from.
So as Chad played “Words With Friends” on his phone before bed, I got down on the floor and went to pick up the bag. Thankfully I saw it glisten and I realized it had cat pee on it. Moving slowly to contain it, I folded up the edges of the bag and carefully lifted the bag off the ground.
Why I decided to lift the bag over my head, I will never know. But I did and quickly regretted my life choice.
As I felt cat piss drip on to my leg and onto the ENDS OF MY HAIR!!!
Unfortunately, I had also just washed my hair and wasn’t so keen on doing it again, so in a strange way, I was thankful it was just the ends of my hair that bore the brunt of the accidental baptism by pee.
So not only did I need to clean up the carpet, I now needed to wash the ends of my hair to get the smell out.
Unfortunately, I used the shampoo that was nearest the sink and this specific shampoo (which will remain nameless because we are still playing “financial catch-up” from a slow summer to the point where adding a lawsuit into the mix would result in having us move across several state lines in the dead of night, assume new names, and start another life where Chad drove cattle while I whittled artisan corn cob holders for monks) has top notes of essence that are reminiscent of what I just rinsed out of my hair!
So that was my Monday! I just can’t wait for what the rest of the week will bring! 😛